Id may be any thing , but individuals are real , 

so they are all actively interacting

even individual is fake , mithya, 

but truth of individual that is atma is real ,

we are all atmas really , in st, even though we are with body 

which is fake, and id which is fake

let's explore our real id , the atma , more and more to know who we are really ,--fully

and be joyful , and spread joy ,

at least in st , going beyond all the levels of mithya, fake identities 

thank you you are new yuga, great yugandhar , fantastic durandhar 

a shashi, spreading cool light in the darkness of Ignorance all is quite possible and acceptable, 

st knows our necessary facts in their records 

and can reach all of us if they want 

st is a great site, for creativity, for self exploration, basically and for self improvement, 

they know the need of privacy for oneself to express freely frankly 

without fear of harassment on the net 

in fact we are not to concern ourselves on what biodata we are,

but on the soul and solely on the deeper levels of soul

Let us share the light we are discovering within us thru this tapasya here in st, shade 

as intense as those ancient rishis doing under the jungle tree

despite all disturbances that are likely happen 

thru the rakshasas dwelling in our own minds

pouring the unwanted stuff in this home kund , st 

and continue it till we reach our goal of reaching the ultimate truth

not stuck up at any truths / untruths that we may encounter in the process

to me every abuse is a raw material and nourishment 

all keechad is welcome to me , the kamal, to make me grow and flourish

every abuse has helped be to create nice poems , and plenty prose, 

and i am growng as writer, as a poet, day by day 

in quality and quantity , 

leading me to exist here st in many , many, volumes of 

rishi vasanth's richo akshare 

tnx for your great inspiration

i did remove all his/her hasty grasp on my style, profile, 

he has now become a great friend of me, unblocked me, and accepted me

i welcome all ids real fake male female , hiding revealing

i look for what is said , not on who said it 

respect cannot be demanded 

it comes i proportion to worth I am a friend of all 

i welcome cleansing by all 

it purifies me more and more 

makes me better and better 

i welcome criticism more than flattery 

criticism is the chisel carving out the great shilpa 

that is hidden in my shila , in my sheela 

to make me susheela from dussheela

  

I love to eat fruit
i love to look at flowers
i love kids playing
i love river flowing
i love sun rising
i love rain falling
i do not love to get love
i love love i am love
i love love returned
i love love down turned
i love all they love or not love
for me my god is love
him i love or not love
he continues to love

  i see simply that i do not fall sick, and be a pathi of myself,

not needing any other pathis , allo, homeo, naturo,ayuro
nor needing from any one sympathy , empathy
by being in the god's anubhuthi,
bliss of his vibhuthi
with abundance of bhakthi
with all my shakthi
striving to be in mukthi
before i am out from rakthi

with inevitable death , vimukthi

  In the zoom out view, whatever one does/does not do--is not going to matter significantly---collectively or individually

.

nature is so powerful that it evolves better ways to sustain evolution --of matter into consciousness.

[sambhavaami yuge yuge....is the assurance, if you like]

see the subtlest impulse of tenderest plants sprouting , concrete yielding in to cracks, stone hills, giving way for trees to send roots nonchalantly ---

relax, 

goverdhanodhaari is there not resting

but hiding from view

intellectuals inebriated with half truths predict dooms 

.

disaster do happen --japan--floods quakes---damage occurs--lives, limbs get lost---

all are just the bruises---

things will be set right in the same way

in fact things good or bad are happening because things are getting set right in the best possible way

 

It's a race with myself 

reaching excellence in quality and quantity
to discover more and more gems from within

it's an attempt to be intensely intimate with my self, 
a sacred duty that i owe to myself 

to rise to unlimited heights, 
to expand to reach the far far into the universe

to make the impossible into a possibility ,

into a reality

 

to win over myself
to free myself from all the impositions , lures 

to go faster than light
to penetrate into all the secrete labyrinths

 

to run at fastest pace 

to see god face to face

 

rewards, awards ,acclaims esteems ,name fame,

praise, prize are too insignificant, not worth, no appeal to me ,

 

only incidental, accidental,

hence not objectionable, but not the object , 

i revel to create newness in every step,

in every opportunity, i make the most of every moment

   

I am meant not to stay stuck

 i do not let things be as they are
i improve them, i am meant to.

I would not be in mystery 

i want to gain mastery and will do things better than god 

I am meant 

not to stay stuck, 
not to compromise, 
not to accept things as they are, 
not to rest
not to rust, , 
not to submit, 
not to stop 
not to sleep, 
ever vigilant
ever finding new ways, 
more intelligent, 
better means, 
better mechanisms, 
dispensing all existing useless things , 
obsoleting them, 
updating myself with the evolving universe every moment 
gaining totality into my grip , kara thalaa amalaka, 
and play with it , 
dance , sing, fly with it ,
in nonchalance, nothing to challenge , 
always to excel, exceed, 
succeed god in superior success

I am meant for it 
till that happens,

i will not allow myself stay put

   I saw one unique master answering every question in full detail, precisely elaborately, taking every such q as a great opportunity to present more wisdom,

never he avoided any tricky/leg pulling/punching questions even to ridicule him

 he won all thru his innocence and readiness to enlighten

and he was totally confident, nonchalant, always in smiles at every occasion , though he was giving answers in all seriousness on the truth of the matter

 he is a true master , i love him